July 11, 2009

First Day

Well, today started great.  I woke up and stepped on the scale and found that it was a bit lower than it was yesterday evening.  I’m not banking on counting that as weight loss, but I’m only going to do an official weigh-in once a week which I’ll post here.

I’m only on my first pop of the day and it’s already after 3pm!  I’ve had some coffee so I don’t have a headache either!  Hopefully it keeps up and hopefully my body cooperates on keeping the headaches at bay too.  I’ve been making sure to get a glass of water between caffeinated drinks so maybe that’s somehow helping?  I have to say, it’s nice not feeling deprived.  We’ll see if I’m still singing the same tune in a week, but so far so good.  I feel like I can stick with this.

July 10, 2009

Honesty, A Scary Thing.

I’m just going to lay it out.  I’m going to be brutally honest about my weight.  Eventually, I’ll be brutally honest about my feelings while losing weight too.  I’ll need an outlet and my blog and writing is always a good outlet for me.

Currently I am:

  • Height: 5′0″
  • Weight: 178.2 lbs.
  • BMI:  34.8  (obese)

 

A “healthy” BMI is between 18.5 and 24.9

An “overweight” BMI is between 25 and 29.9

An “obese” BMI is 30 or greater.  This is where I am currently.

 

For my height, 5 foot and zero inches a BMI of… (green is healthy, orange is overweight, red is obese, blue is slightly underweight)

  • 18 — 92 lbs.
  • 19 –97 lbs.
  • 20–102 lbs.
  • 21–107 lbs.
  • 22–112 lbs.
  • 23–118 lbs.
  • 24–123 lbs.
  • 25–128 lbs.
  • 26–133 lbs.
  • 27–138 lbs.
  • 28–143 lbs.
  • 29–148 lbs.
  • 30–153 lbs.
  • 31–158 lbs.
  • 32–163 lbs.
  • 33–168 lbs.
  • 34–174 lbs.
  • 35–179 lbs.

 So, a healthy weight range for me is around 95-123 pounds.  It seems so far away and so unattainable.  So, instead of focusing on the long term of reaching that healthy weight, my first goal is to go down one number on the BMI scale.  I’m at 34.8, so my first goal will be to get to 33.  That means I’ll need to get to 168 lbs.  That’s really close and I know I can do that!  Every 5 pounds or so knocks me down one number on the BMI scale, so I think that will be a nice thing to concentrate on rather than the actual scale itself.

July 10, 2009

Getting Healthy

I know I say the same shit all the time, but really, it’s time already to actually do it!  So, I’m trying to get a plan together that I think I can stick to and stick with.  It’s going to have to be small changes over time that I can reasonably stick with.  I refuse to completely deprive myself and eat nothing but cardboard.  It’s just not me.  So, here are some problem areas and the goals that I want to achieve in each of these areas.

1.  The problem:  My pop habit.  I’m addicted to caffeine and sugar.  I probably guzzle down more than a THOUSAND calories per day in soda alone.  It could be less, could be more.

  • My first goal:  Instead of pop, have coffee in the morning.
  • My second goal:  Drink a glass of water between each can of pop I drink.  I think this will drastically cut down how much pop I’m drinking without me “limiting myself” on how much pop I can drink per day.  Apparently, I am rebelious against even my own rules so just drinking the water is easier.  LOL
  • My third goal:  Drink 2 glasses of water between each pop I drink.  Hopefully, cutting back those calories even more.

2.  The problem:  I need to take better care of myself on a daily basis because I devote every minute of my time to everyone else and not to myself.

  • My first goal:  Get back in the habit of taking a daily vitamin.
  • My second goal:  Get more fiber in my diet or add a fiber supplement.
  • My third goal:  Find a healthy way to curb cravings.

3.  The problem:  Total lack of exercise!

  • My first goal:  Spend  less time on the computer.  When I’m not on the computer I tend to be pretty active!
  • My second goal:  Really exercise atleast once a week.  What?  I’m working into it slowly!
  • My third goal:  Exercise three times a week.

I know that these changes will take time and I’m willing to adopt the idea of doing this slowly and not all at once.  When I diet I tend to usually jump in with both feet, but then I get sick of it equally as quickly and fall off the wagon.  So, I’m hoping to make slow sensible changes that I can stick to for good.  I’m stubborn, I know this is going to take time and I know that weight loss isn’t going to happen overnight.  Just a little bit at a time.  I know that these small changes aren’t going to make huge changes in my body either, but I’ve got to start somewhere and I think these are some of my biggest problems that need addressed.  Hell, I even know that these goals are going to take longer than they would take anyone else, but I’m coming to terms with that though.  If it takes me months to get my pop intake down, I’m cool with that.  It’s a habit and an addiction so I’m okay with taking baby steps.

I stopped today and got a battery for my scale since it’s been needing a battery for months.  I can say that I was surprised by the number on the scale, but pleasantly surprised!  I thought I’d weigh a bit more.  I’ll make another post on my weight, my BMI, my short term and long term goals for my weight and my BMI.

So, let me reach out and ask for other people to join me!  Please?  I’d love to get some other bloggers who I can be accountable to and who can openly write about their weight and the challenges of losing the weight.  I think it would be an interesting idea to get a group who atleast weekly write one post about their struggles and triumphs for the week.  I know I’d feel alot less lonely doing this knowing there are others out there, even if they don’t have as much to lose as I do, or if they have more to lose than I do.  It’s hard.  Damn hard.

So, join me!!  I’m starting tomorrow, but you can start anytime!

June 19, 2009

Gotcha!

I bought a spray bottle and the cat hates it!  YAAAAAY!!

It’s so fun to bust him doing something he’s supposed to do too because it’s like playing squirt guns in the house.  LMFAO!

June 7, 2009

Giving Blood And More Blood

So, a little over a week ago I went in and donated blood.  I’m a hero right?  ;)

Haley’s school always does this “Pint Sized Heroes” thing where if your parents go donate blood then the student gets a little gift.  So, Paul and I both signed the thing and got an appointment set up.  Come to find out it’s at the high school and we were surrounded the entire time by 16 and 17 year olds whining about having their finger poked.  It was SO fun.  Can you sense the sarcasm?

So, we get there, Charlotte in tow and in a great mood.  Well, then they don’t want to do my sign in stuff because there isn’t enough room for the baby in their little cubicle thingies.  Oh well, then I just won’t give blood.  I sure wasn’t planning to sit there through all of Paul giving blood and then doing mine after that, it would have taken FOREVER.  Well, another lady comes out and says “You’re already here, we’ll figure something out” and so she did.  Charlotte sat with these two old ladies who were volunteers.  They were at a couple little tables with pop, juice, and cookies for after you’d had blood drawn.  They were smitten to have CJ over there so I went and did the paperwork, then went to get stabbed by the 4 foot needle of death that they hook up to that bag.

First of all, those elevated chair/lounger things they use are not at all made with the short person in mind.  I could barely haul my ass up onto that thing, then once I get up there it was so uncomfortable!!  The back is definitely made for a normal height person and I just felt like my head was being pushed forward all weird.  So, she pokes around a bit at my veins who do not like to be poked.  Then, calls over another lady.  Finally, after several attempts the death needle was in place.

The only nice thing is that they wait on you hand and foot while you’re giving blood.  Brought me pop and everything.  The good news is, that I can fill up one of those bags in no time flat!  I am like an expert blood-giver.  Total expert.  I excel at it, and I see it as a fine art.  Well, not really, but I’m trying to make it exciting.

Next thing I know someone is hollering really loud 3 chairs down for smelling salts.  Guess who is sitting 3 chairs down?  Paul.

OMG!  I never laughed so hard in my whole life!  I even had the lady who was drawing my blood cracking up and in tears from laughing so hard.  There sits Paul out cold.  He was also waited on and had a cup of Coke in hand when he passed out so he ended up spilling that all over his crotch.  So funny.  It looked like he pissed himself!  He was out for awhile too, and that lady who was taking his blood was all in an uproar about it too.  She ended up climbing up on his chair and was basically straddling him yelling his name and lightly smacking his face.  Of course, I’m the dickhead of a wife who sits 3 chairs down nearly pissing myself in hysterical giggles.

To top off my blood giving day, I then got the reward of starting my period about 2 hours later.  Punishment for laughing at Paul?  Probably.

It was totally worth it though!!! HEHEHEHE!

So, yeah, I pretty much felt like crap after giving that much blood and then starting my period.  So, the next day kinda sucked.

The worst part of the whole day was that the “prize” for Haley begging us to go give blood is a very small stuffed red blood cell—with eyes!  It’s creepy as all hell.  Both of the kids love the stupid thing though and one of them is always draggin it around.  Weirdo’s.

June 7, 2009

Not This Again!

I have yet another sinus infection.  Since having Charlotte I think I’ve had 5 or 6 of them in only 8 months time!  What gives?  It seems like I get better for a few weeks only to get another one soon after.  This is getting ridiclous!  Besides that, it makes no sense whatsoever.  Why would having a baby make you more apt to get sinus infections?  Maybe my immune system is just down since having her?

I think maybe I just need an IV drip of antibiotics for the next 6 months or so…maybe then I’ll be healthy again!

So, I think I’ll start taking my prenatals again and maybe that will give me a much needed boost.

Oh, and ya know what, my iron levels are still pretty low since having her too, so maybe that’s a part of it too?  I gave blood a little over a week ago and I am BARELY at a normal level.  I think they said that “anemic” is 12.5 and I am 12.6 which falls into “normal”.  Anyways, I’ll have to make a whole seperate post about giving blood.  It was a noteworthy excursion….

June 7, 2009

Interesting

So, one of the top search terms that bring people to my blog is (drumroll please):

“Dimpled Ass”

Great.  I have the cellulite blog, and everyone comes running to read it!

June 2, 2009

June?

This weather sucks.  It’s cold, rainy, and gloomy as hell outside.  I just want to crawl back into bed and forget that today even started!  I hate this weather.  It’s June, it should not be COLD!

June 1, 2009

Cat: 1, Mindy: 0

Here is how it went down….

Kitten attacks Charlie’s foot.  I jump up off the couch to “save” the baby from the most evil of all kittens the world has ever seen.

I, trip over my own feet  fall in my haste to get to the baby as quickly as possible.  On my trip down all I can think is “this is gonna hurt like a mother fucker!”

Guess what?  I was right!

I hit the floor.  Satan Kitty runs away.  Mission accomplished, right?

Sure.   Normal people would end the story there.  I, however, have no shame….

No, I hit the floor with a sickening thud and felt every bit of air leave my lungs in a guttural animalistic grunt.  So, I then continued to lay there on the floor writhing around like a complete dickhead, willing my lungs to refill with air and work.  Once I regained myself, I wandered around the house for a bit muttering something about how I’m bigger and have opposable thumbs.

Kitty Reaper won this battle.

The war is not over, my friends.

I’ll send word after the next battle.

May 31, 2009

B-b-b-baaaaaad (to the bone).

I’m fully aware of what a bad blogger I’ve been in recent months.  There is no excuse.

So besides that, I’m growing a garden.  I haven’t had a garden since Haley was a baby, but I loved it then, and I’m glad to have another one.  This one is smaller than my old garden, but we got a late start putting it in, so it will work for this year!  We’ve got green and red bell peppers, cucumbers, onions, and roma tomatoes.   Next year I’ll probably add some green beans, cherry tomatoes, and a small strawberry patch.  Paul wants to add some lettuce too.  So far, it looks great, and everything is growing well!  Can’t wait for the veggies!!

Charlotte’s crawling now, and has been for several weeks.  The last couple days she’s started to pull herself up to standing using the furniture.  I’m sure within a couple of weeks she’ll be cruising along the couch and tables with ease.  This kid is just too young to be doing all this!  She is not even 8 months old yet!!  We are still 10 days away from her 8 month birthday, so I think this is nuts.  Way too early.

We got a kitten too.  His name is Asher.  He’s all gray.  Full of piss and vinegar and likes to attack my head while I’m sleeping.  He’s okay.  He’s funny sometimes, but I was okay with just having the dog.  Atleast he listens, the cat sure doesn’t.  I actually caught him trying to drink out of the toilet today.  Gross.  The dog doesn’t even try that one!!!  And it’s not like he was out of water or anything, but apparently the toilet just looked like a more interesting placce to get a drink….

So, that’s about all I’ve been up to.  It’s keeping me busy, that’s for sure!  Charlotte is always in to something or crawling off somewhere that she’s not supposed to be.  God, please don’t let me catch her trying to drink out of the toilet too…please.  I’ll do anything to avoid that one!

May 16, 2009

Thoughts…

So, I’m really wanting to do some redecorating now that we’re all moved in here.  Okay, so the unpacking is a pain in the ass and I’ve taken a week long break.  Nothing fits here it seems so I need NEW stuff.  Good logic right?  I’m just thinking I’ll get rid of the stuff that doesn’t fit here and buy new stuff that does fit.  :D   The logic works for me, and my whining works on Paul, so there you have it.

I want to do an artsy cluster of paintings on the wall here, in the dining room, behind my computer.  Yet, I also thought a really nice, very large, iron scroll clock  (I love that clock, too bad that one costs too much for my budget!!) would look very nice there too.  I’m going to go with iron scrollwork throughout the house along with some brightly colored art glass in red, green, blue, and yellow.  The art glass I’m not worried about since it’s very easy to find that stuff at yard sales for like a nickel.  LOL  The iron scroll on the other hand can be VERY expensive.  I looked for a nice free standing toilet paper holder and found that they cost around a hundred bucks.  Seriously?  It’s going to hold shit paper.  I am not paying a hundred bucks for it!

I want some new furniture too.  I think  I’m going to wait until I find just the right pieces.  I think a new couch and two chairs would work.  I also want to put my end tables in the bedroom so I’ll have to look for some end tables with a matching coffee table.

I have a vision, I just don’t have the damn money!  Isn’t that always how it goes?

May 14, 2009

Carpet Crumbs

We went into a little diner here in town the other day for some lunch.  I had a sandwich and Paul had a salad.  Charlotte had a pack of saltine crackers.  Not the crackers.  The whole pack, unopened.  She thought it was a pretty cool toy, and it kept her thoroughly entertained all the way through lunch without even the tiniest of whines.  It was nice to go back into a restaurant.  I haven’t eaten out of the house since that child was born, with exception given to fast food.

Well, lo and behold, this pack of crackers made it home.  Stuffed next to her buttcheek in her car seat.  She’s a smart little shit, eh?

So, for the last two days she’s been having fun with her cracker crumbs in a plastic package.  Until today.  Today, the package split open and the next thing I know Charlotte is pinching the cracker crumbs off the carpet and stuffing them into her mouth as fast as her fingers can coordinate a pincer and then coordinate said pincer to her mouth.

She was 10 kinds of pissed off when I took away her crumbs.  Poor kid.  I’m such a mean mom.  Other mom’s let their kids eat dirt.  Dirt, for Christ’s sake!

Poor child with a shitty mom who doesn’t allow carpet munching.  :)

April 25, 2009

The Wilderness

It has been gorgeous outside around these parts, and I am just loving this weather!  The lilacs are getting their leaves and I can’t wait for them to bloom.  Unfortunately, it seems those are the only flowers we’ve got.  Everywhere else we’ve lived there have been old flowers that would pop up and surprise me, but it doesn’t look like that’s the case here.

Paul’s having shit fits about the lawn too because there are already dandelions and the whole yard is full of crab grass.  Paul is one of those guys who takes immense pleasure in having the nicest lawn on the block.  I don’t say anything about it because I like to enjoy the yard and run around bare foot so I like a nice lawn too.

To make it simple:  The yard here is awful.  There are rocks all over and it’s going to take alot of work to get it up to par.  I don’t think one year is going to do it either.  I think we’ll have to work on getting rid of the weeds and seeding this year, then next year we’ll work on the landscaping.  It’s going to cost a fortune I’m sure.  I hate spending money.

April 21, 2009

It’s Been Awhile!!

Well, we’re all moved in!  Unpacking all this shit is a different story…  Why does it take forever to unpack stuff and find the right spot for it all?  With due respect, we did lose alot of closet and pantry space in the move, just to defend myself a bit.  Other than that, all of the essential stuff is in it’s place, but now what to do with everything else?  I think we’re going to have to add some storage shelving and maybe a cabinet or island in the kitchen because there just isn’t enough room for all the dishes and food.

Other than that, Charlotte has been a dream baby ever since we moved in here.  She’s been sleeping through the night every single night!  She’s been happy and lovely and I can barely believe she’s the same kid!  To top it all off, she cut a tooth as we were moving in so I have no idea how she kept her composure through that.  I keep waiting for it to end, but she seems to be holding strong.  I think that this place allows in so much light that it’s having a good effect on her.  Our apartment was more cave-like with very little natural light so I think that it had a bad effect on her and messed with her schedule too.  So, she now has two teeth.  She’s rolling over like a mad woman all over the house.  She’s backwards crawling now too, but I’m hoping that she waits a bit before actually crawling!  She’s talking up a storm and is always saying Mama or rather a version of it that comes out like “Mamamamamamama.  Mama.  Mamamamamamama.  Baba.”  I’ve been trying to get her to say the “da” sound, but all she’ll do with that is “da-mamama.” 

Haley’s been doing better too.  Her new teacher is awesome.  She’s getting good marks and not getting in trouble either!  What an improvement!  She has a play this week and she’s got her lines all memorized and she’s trying to get the songs down pat.  She’s really put alot of energy into it, and I’m so proud of her.  My baby is really growing up.  It’s so bittersweet.

Well, Charlotte’s calling.  I’ll write more later.

April 7, 2009

OMG!!!!

This packing is never going to get done!  I’m freaking out.  I’ve been going strong since 9am and it’s 1pm now and there is still SO MUCH left to pack.  We get the truck tomorrow morning and I want all this crap ready to go.  (yet here I am taking a break on the computer, better make it short…)

Charlotte’s being really cranky girl too, so that’s not helping ANYTHING get done faster!!

Lord, help me.

April 6, 2009

First Days of Moving

This weekend went pretty well considering the only thing we used to move anything was the car.  We actually got a lot over there, and some of it was even unpacked!  The bathroom is completely packed up and mostly cleaned up too.  I’ll just have to wipe things down right before we leave, but it should be quick.  Haley’s room is all done, although she’s going to be a little surprised when she gets home.  She broke one of the drawers that go under her bed so badly that it couldn’t be repaired without completely rebuilding the drawer.  So, what did I do?  Well, I took the drawer fronts off of all of the drawers and glued them to the side where the drawers go in.  We bought that bed so she’d have extra space for her smaller toys and I was so mad when I went in there to pack and found those drawers full of things that she was hiding.  Like MY stuff.  My notebooks of paper, my pens, my permanent markers.  Then, mixed in with my stuff was all kinds of little notes or whatever on ripped up little pieces of paper and stuff.  There was so much trash in there, I couldn’t believe it.  So, no more drawers that aren’t filled with clothes!  So, her room is all done too.  I even washed the walls in there!

There is still alot of work to do in the master bedroom.  Lots of stuff in there that needs to be packed up.  The kitchen is a work in progress.  I’ll have to pack up all the dishes today and tomorrow.  All of the closets are cleaned out though.  They were mostly full of boxes that we never had room to unpack here.  So, it made it easy to clear those out quickly.

Today and tomorrow Paul is working, so it’s just me to pack and clean in here.  I won’t be moving anything.  We’ll get the truck on Wednesday and move all the furniture.  He’s going to have a couple guys he works with come and help move the stuff because there is no way I’d be able to lift most of it.  We’ll be paying them with food and beer.  Paul and I really don’t drink, so this seems like a hell of a deal to me!  A case of beer is like 20 bucks and maybe another 20-30 for food, depending on what we eat.  So, yeah, 50 bucks for moving helpers is a good deal!  (I’m still planning on a nice bottle of dark jamaican rum, as soon as I can find a liquor store around here that has a NICE bottle, and doesn’t just carry Captain Morgan’s)

So the big jobs for today are to get all the Coca-Cola stuff down off the top of the kitchen cupboards, wash it all, wrap it and pack it.  Then, I need to pack all the dishes except what we’ll need to eat out of for the next couple of days.  Clean out the fridge and wash it all down.  Once that is all done, then I’ll work on the master bedroom too. 

I took Cain over to the new house yesterday and you would’ve thought the dog was in heaven.  He was running around as fast as he could and making a total ass of himself.  He kept going up to the mirrors in the livingroom to admire himself.  He’d even stop from a full run just to admire his reflection!!  He does not like the pergo floors however.  He would get about 3 steps onto the floor and turn tail and head back for the carpet!  I’m sure he’ll get used to them eventually, but for now he does not care for them at all.

Okay….so I guess I better get to work!  It’s already after 9am.

April 2, 2009

Drunk Packing

Well, I’ve exhausted myself the last couple of days.  I think once we’re all moved in over there I’m going to buy a nice bottle of jamaican dark rum and have at it.  The whole friggin’ bottle.  I deserve it.  Besides, dark rum is so good I can never stop with just a couple drinks.  Dark rum = drunk Mindy.  :D

Tomorrow we start moving stuff in.  That will be a good feeling!  I don’t think we’ll be moving any of the big stuff until Wednesday though.  Paul is enlisting some people from work to help lift all that stuff.  My back would never survive that.  It sucks that once you injure your back it just never goes back to what it once was!  I hate being frail, or feeling weak.  Oh well, I’ll get over it.  There will be enough boxes for me to lift without me bothering to lift big furniture.

I’ve decided that I don’t have enough furniture for this place though.  This apartment is so small that all we have right now is a couch.  I’m going to need a loveseat and chair, or maybe just two chairs in the livingroom.  I don’t have a coffee table either.  I have end tables and a couch.  I have a nice enough TV stand that matches the end tables.   Maybe I’ll have to save up for a nice sectional or something.  Who the hell knows.  I also don’t have enough curtains so I’m going to have to make curtains for in there.  It will be fun, I can’t wait to pick out fabric, but I think I should figure out what I want to do with my couch.

The story on my couch.  I bought it at a thrift store.  I didn’t go in there looking for furniture, but I saw it and fell in love with it.  It is definitely a vintage couch!!  It’s been recovered in a beige fabric.  However, when it was redone they totally fucked up the cushions.  You couldn’t tell in the store, but once you sit on it a couple times during the day, the cusioins shift around and they are really too small for the couch.  Each cushion needs to be about 2 inches wider!  I’d love to keep it but have it recovered again, and instead of 3 cushions, I’d like to just have one cushion.  I think it would look better with just one.  Because of the shape of the couch it would definitely have to be a solid color.  I wish I had a picture of it on my computer.  Maybe I’ll take one once we move so you can see what I mean.  The back and arms are all the same height and it’s curved around.  I’m sure it makes no sense when I describe it….blah.  I give up, only a picture will do on this topic.  Maybe I’ll just sell it and get something different.

Oh, and I’ve been really annoyed the last couple days.  When we moved from Michigan to here, I had a girl that worked with Paul steal me one of those nice tape guns.  Now, I can’t find that fucker anywhere!!  Leave it to me get pissed off because I can’t find my stolen contraband.  She stole me a couple of bundles of boxes too.  Too bad I don’t know anyone who works in factories down here….of course, they’d have to be petty criminals who work in factories, but I don’t know any of those down here either.  Totally out of luck on getting another tape gun.  Dammit.  Guess I’ll have to pony up the ten bucks and go buy one.  LOL

Well,  I’ve got a stomach ache and I’m tired as hell.  I’ll write soon to update!

April 1, 2009

Packing is Hard

I normally hate packing.  We moved alot as kids and it’s just one of those things that I hate to do.

This time, I actually find myself packing with some gusto!  I hate this apartment so bad that anywhere looks better than here.  I’m anxious to get out of here and it’s showing in my packing.  I cannot believe how much I’ve been getting done everyday!!

Every piece of laundry was done last night, although Charlotte had to go and mess that up by peeing on my comforter today.  She had just been changed before I laid her down there, and she fell asleep, and she just took a short nap.  Well, I pick her up after her nap and there was a big ol’ wet spot and she was soaked!!  Oh well.  Pee happens.

So, back to my packing, but first I have to make dinner.  :)

March 31, 2009

We Got It

Salmonella that is.  No, just kidding.

We got the trailer.  Everything was approved at the end of the business day yesterday and we’ll go down today and sign the papers and hand over the rest of the down payment and then the security and first month’s lot rent.  They call it “site rental”.  Saying it makes me think of camping and camp sites, so I just can’t say it that way.  LOL  I know I’m a dick head when it comes to things like that, but ya know, it’s my quirk and I like it quirky.

I’ll take pics and post them sometime soon.  Let’s keep in mind, it ain’t the Ritz.  This trailer is as old as I am.  The outside is ugly.  There will be no pics of the outside, just to squelch my embarrassment, but you can see the inside since it’s mostly all remodeled and it’s not too bad lookin’.  Also keep in mind, I’m white trash, so “not too bad lookin’” also applies to large refrigerator boxes behind appliance stores.  What?  You don’t think they’d make a nice house?  It was just a thought, but with some curtains and carpet, I could totally do a fridge box.  If I lived there it would be a totally bitchin’ box.  The place to be.

March 31, 2009

Auto Industry Agony

I know, I know, everyone’s opinion on the auto industry is that they got themselves into this mess with their mismanagement and whatnot, so let them get themselves out or go under or whatever.

I just can’t feel that way.  Everything in me, ingrained in me my whole life, makes me want to scream out in agony at the state of the American auto industry.  Let me explain.

I come from a family that’s been built on the auto industry.  My paternal granfather retired from GM, after working there his whole life.  My maternal grandfater retired from Oldsmobile, a GM owned brand, after working there since he was 17 years old!  He spent his whole life helping to build that business, toiling away in a factory just to make a living for his family.  Now, things are different.  He wonders daily if they’ll cut his health benefits.  What would they do if they lost their health insurance?  Well, I can tell you that without the insurance my grandmother would have been in the grave by now.  I can’t believe they’d even think about cutting out benefits promised to people who spent their lives building that business!  I’m a bit pissed off about that part of things.  Obama is a dick if he cuts those things with his “government taking over the auto industry” shit.  Enough of that for now, that’s a whole different blog post.

My dad worked at Oldsmobile too.  In the 80’s, when there were massive lay-offs due to the recession then, he was laid off.  Do you know what GM did for him?  They offered what essentially would be a buy out, though it wasn’t called that back then.  They paid for him to go back to school.  He’s now a corrections officer in Michigan, and has been for over 20 years.  So, GM helped build my family at a very personal level too.

Want more?  Paul worked at a tier 2 supplier that made auto parts and sound barriers before we moved to Indiana.  We moved here because of the cut back in hours and work.  We needed him to have a job that we could always count on the income.  We couldn’t take the worry of whether there would eventually be lay offs or a further reduction in hours.  When we met he worked 80 hours a week, when we left, he was working 40-45.  That cut into the income immensely.  So, here we are in Indiana.

There is more still to this story.  I worked in the auto industry too before I hurt my back.  I worked in quality control.  My job was unique and often exciting and I rarely spent more than a few days in the same place before moving on.  I went from factory to factory doing quality control on their parts and trying to figure out why they were having quality problems and fix the problems.  Sometimes the job sucked too because sometimes I had to hand check every single fuckin’ part before it could get sent out the door.  Do you know how tedious it can be to hand check seat belt bolts one by one to make sure that they are perfectly formed with no cracks or deformities?  Well, I’ll tell ya, it fuckin’ sucks.  But guess what else?  Do you think that they’ll stick to those same rigid standard of safety when they can’t afford to hire people like me to do it?

Hell no.  They won’t.  They will do “spot checks” on their parts.  They will check roughly 5% of the parts that go out the door and into the cars that you’ll one day drive.  Would you want your seat belt bolted down with the one cracked bolt that someone like me wasn’t there to check?

How about your brakes?  Don’t you think those things deserve to be hand checked to certify that they are up to standard?  I know I want someone to check the brakes before I drive a car! 

That’s how I got hurt by the way.  Lifting brake drums made for trucks.  Checking them one by one and putting my mark on them to ensure that not a single one went through without getting checked.

It’s sad to think how many people might die because of this kind of shit.  There will be many deaths, I’ll guarantee it.  How about all those auto families, just like the family I grew up in?  How do you suppose that they’ll make ends meet when there are no jobs to be found?  Do you think that they 300 and some odd dollars a week is enough to pay their bills.  No, really it’s not.  Their used to getting paid $15 dollars an hour or much much more.  They are starving in Detroit, kids.  Starving.  I’m sad thinking about almost all of my friends in Michigan.  Almost all of them work in the auto industry or they do some type of job that is related to the auto industry.  This doesn’t just impact the auto workers.  The state of Michigan is in total disarray.  Everything is impacted, and impacted hard.  Please keep them in your prayers, if you’re the praying type.  Lord knows they sure do need it.

And once again, if Obama fucks with my people I’m going to be forced to get one of those “NObama” stickers for my car.  So far, as cute as I think they are, I’ve refrained, but this would just push me over the edge.